The Lover of my Soul He created me and cares for me, He tells me I’m without fault or blame, without blemish, even though I make a few bad choices, it’s okay, I won’t be punished for it. He tells me and shows me love and warmth and protection with each new day… His nameContinue reading “The Lover of my Soul”
Author Archives: Nancy
…As the caterpillar
Don’t settle for a second-hand faith, or merely the contact high of worship. Don’t settle for the show of emotion or liturgy. Enter into the vast wonder of the presence of God. The narrow way is stillness, where like the eye of the needle, we must unload our ego to enter in…By the skin ofContinue reading “…As the caterpillar”
Impaling Thoughts
A child has no idea what it feels like to doubt, what it feels like to have your whole belief system on overload with skepticism. Honestly –
The Gentlest Souls
I remember the day he asked me to please forgive him, we both bawled like babies. It humbled me to the core. I was hurting so much but I didn’t care, I never wanted to see him on his knees in front of me with tears streaming down his face. He looked so tired andContinue reading “The Gentlest Souls”
learning and loving Me…
I want to love my life, since I never have. It feels like so much is holding much is holding me back. Or am I holding myself back with all the fear I feel from the thought of living in singularity. I don’t think I love anything about him, for years I tried and evenContinue reading “learning and loving Me…”
my heart paused…
September 18, 2018 My sister died today,
His will or yours…
“Where He leads me, I will follow”… this is an old song from the baptist hymnal. Have we made sure it is His leading and not our desire twist causing us to believe that it’s His. Some I’ve known are quick to think because things went so smoothly that it had to be God’s will,Continue reading “His will or yours…”
being available…
Great experience today that I wanted to share: I saw this older woman walking in the heat and she had three heavy bags. I noticed she stopped walking and could barely stand. I turned the car around and told her to get in the van and I’d take her home. She was so thrilled andContinue reading “being available…”
There is Always Hope
It’s never an ordinary day here. there’s always one thing or another going on. Sometimes it can feel like I have a million things to do and no matter how I try, it doesn’t seem to get resolve when I want it or when I need it to be. But I know there is alwaysContinue reading “There is Always Hope”
Times of Change
There have been so many endings and surprise beginnings in my 57 years. Paths I never dreamt of, opened up while other paths closed forever. What I have discovered is a deepening closeness with YHVH – our Creator. From relationship With Him I am gaining strength and sometimes I can place my feet where neededContinue reading “Times of Change”
