A wonderful humility has taken possession of my entire soul. Like these sweet mornings of Autumn, which I enjoy with my whole heart. I am alone, and feel the charm of existence in this place, which was created for the bliss of a soul, like He has for us all..
I am so happy, my dear friends, so absorbed in the exquisite sense of mere tranquility, that I never experienced before I took on the work of becoming Born Again..
I have never felt more incapable of a single task, outside the work my Abba has given me, than I have recently. And In this moment, I feel that I never truly honoured more what I love, who I love as I do now.
I’m a daughter, a sister, a wife, a mother, a writer, a friend. I cook, clean, work, teach, study, live, love and laugh, but when it’s all said and done, I still feel empty. I want what I can’t have, I’ve wanted it for a long time but it was taken. I thought to myself, the desire for it should go away now that I’ve prayed…I’ve cried, begged, pleaded and even pretended it wasn’t there; I cry out to God and beg Him to please just take this from me, do something to strip me of the earthly desires, of the evil in my heart and nothing happens…it’s still there and some days it’s hard to swallow and suck down the tears inside, it hurts so much and in one brief moment, it could all be gone so quickly!
He gives me words to bless others with and release my own thoughts.
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