I woke up early this morning, nearly two hours earlier than my alarm was set for. The bedroom was lit brightly and I couldn’t get back to sleep when I saw this beautiful view.
A person would have a hard time capturing that on a 1960’s Kodak Camera, my phone camera isn’t the best either certainly not compared to a Kodak.
I’m a daughter, a sister, a wife, a mother, a writer, a friend. I cook, clean, work, teach, study, live, love and laugh, but when it’s all said and done, I still feel empty. I want what I can’t have, I’ve wanted it for a long time but it was taken. I thought to myself, the desire for it should go away now that I’ve prayed…I’ve cried, begged, pleaded and even pretended it wasn’t there; I cry out to God and beg Him to please just take this from me, do something to strip me of the earthly desires, of the evil in my heart and nothing happens…it’s still there and some days it’s hard to swallow and suck down the tears inside, it hurts so much and in one brief moment, it could all be gone so quickly!
He gives me words to bless others with and release my own thoughts.
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