I feel like I’m dying.
September 18, 2018 My sister died today, my existence paused in my heart, the belief she’s gone, a world without her. We were very close and many thought we were twins, in high school that is. Thats all I can really write about at this point.
“Where He leads me, I will follow”… this is an old song from the baptist hymnal. Have we made sure it is His leading and not our desire twist causing us to believe that it’s His. Some I’ve known are quick to think because things went so smoothly that it had to be God’s will, … [Read more…]
Great experience today that I wanted to share: I saw this older woman walking in the heat and she had three heavy bags. I noticed she stopped walking and could barely stand. I turned the car around and told her to get in the van and I’d take her home. She was so thrilled and … [Read more…]
It’s never an ordinary day here. there’s always one thing or another going on. Sometimes it can feel like I have a million things to do and no matter how I try, it doesn’t seem to get resolve when I want it or when I need it to be. But I know there is always … [Read more…]
There have been so many endings and surprise beginnings in my 57 years. Paths I never dreamt of, opened up while other paths closed forever. What I have discovered is a deepening closeness with YHVH – our Creator. From relationship With Him I am gaining strength and sometimes I can place my feet where needed … [Read more…]
The Lover of my Soul He created me and cares for me, he tells me I’m without fault or blame, without blemish, even though I make mistakes, it’s okay, I won’t be punished for it. He tells me and shows me love and warmth and protection with each new day… His name is Yeshua (Hebrew … [Read more…]
no one says anything about the ugly, not unless there’s something beautiful after. what if there’s nothing that’s beautiful, what if we just keep having ugly after ugly; can we wash off and become beautiful. the proverbs say, “beauty is in the eye of the beholder”, but who is your beholder, who picks you up … [Read more…]
We’ve now made the move to NC and are settled in and getting comfortable. The job that I wanted to transfer from was going to be too far to drive so I am interviewing and sending resumes out. In the meanwhile, I’ve spent time discovering new things about myself and dealing with some old baggage. … [Read more…]